Saturday, January 16, 2010

Can i Lie With You In Your Grave?

i wish he at least understood why i don't like her. There used to be something between them. Everyone knows it even though he denies it. That together with the fact that every time he hangs out with her he insists they be alone makes me want to punch her in the face whenever i see her.

There are still times when i really don't want to be with him anymore. When i feel that it's like this isn't going to last and i'm wasting my time. That i should just give up on him ever changing and just go find someone else. We've been together for almost a year and when i look back at it i had fun, mostly, but he doesn't feel like the one i'm going to be with for very long.

Maybe if i was a ginger and flailed around whenever someone touched me my boyfriend would love me too.

~*maria*~

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