i had a moment of clarity while i was making mocha sauce at work tonight. What am i expecting to happen? Will he really just all of a sudden one day tell me he's ready to give this a shot?
Be realistic here. That's never actually going to happen. He's not just going to wake up one day and realize i'm worth the hassle of the distance. What is much more likely is that we will continue in this almost-relationship stage until a better girl comes along and he starts dating her. And it will absolutely destroy me. i can't believe i let myself get so invested. i'm an idiot.
~*maria*~
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~*Just lie to me and say it's going to be all right.*~
I'm sick of seeing you cry and wasting all your time on someone who will never care enough to make you feel loved, to make you feel safe. I would drop my life to take his place.
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