Swim

i once wrote:
"Have you ever had points in your life where you just have to stop and say to yourself, 'Self, listen to this question very closely. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!' Yeah, i've been having a ton of those lately." ("WoW Before Boyfriends," Sunday, June 20, 2010)

i've been having way too many of those moments recently. i'm lost and confused and depressed and fucked up. i know what i want but it's not what i'm getting.

i actually skyped with Caleb the other night. That was a lot of fun. i really enjoy talking to that kid.

i want another tattoo. And i need a vacation.

~*maria*~