Monday, May 14, 2012

"What are you holding out for? What's always in the way? Why so damn absent-minded? Why so scared of romance?"

i really miss you.  i never really told you this because it's hard for me to really voice my feelings these days, but i really care about you.  You're the first person who caused me to want to be better.  For the first time in 9 years, i actually wanted to get help for my depression because i didn't want to be that depressed girl for you.  i wanted to be happy for you.  i wasn't even like that with Joe or Kyle or anyone else.  We really weren't together for long at all but you are something special to me.  And all the stuff you said you needed to figure out, your anxiety and such, i could have been the supportive, stable person in your life you told me you needed.  i know what it's like to go through stuff like that, and it's no time to be alone.  i miss you.

~*maria*~

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