i was wrong. Oh my god, how wrong i was. i don't know what that sabbatical from my feelings was or what caused it. i guess i was just too focused on school and now that i know what i'm doing there, i have more time to focus on things i really don't want to. i was with him for two days straight. i slept mere feet from him and i still couldn't do what my brain was screaming at me to do. i still couldn't bring myself to stop being scared. my head was screaming, "JUST DO IT! There's nothing to be so scared of!" But i couldn't. But i wouldn't trade that birthday for anything.
~*maria*~
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