i got my eyebrow pierced. It's tits. Eventually i'll do my lip too, but that'll hurt like a mother fucker so i'll probably wait a while. Maybe next year for my birthday.
i hate my dreams. So much. Every time i sleep i see him. And wonderful things happen. Thursday night he kissed me. And it was wonderful. Friday night he held my hand when i was sad. It was also wonderful. It's just so difficult to wake up after those dreams to this life where nothing goes right and shitty things keep happening. To go from being ridiculously happy to being ridiculously depressed in mere milliseconds as i realize it was only a dream kills me a little more every time.
As i was walking past MSOE this morning i decided that the next chance i get, i'm telling him. Then at least i can hear him say he doesn't want me and can forget about him.
~*maria*~
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