Sunday, November 23, 2008

Not For A Lack Of Trying

i'm not doing very well. We came over to Freddie's to not be bored, and now i just want to go home and be bored. i want to scream. i've said it so many times before, but i hate this place. More than anything. But no one gets it. John hates me because i'm sick of Halo 3 and want to play Halo the original one. It's not my fault i get bored of things we do over and over and over and over and over and over and over. i've always been like that. i can't play the same things for a very long time. And he keeps talking about whatshisface. i don't want to hear about him anymore. Then i think about him. And then i start to cry.

i miss my friends. i miss the people who were used to me having a short attention span and whose attention spans were as long as mine. i miss Rachel.

~*maria*~

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