Friends

i'm tired of being friends with the people i am. There are two people i can stand for more than five minutes, but there are times when i can't. But that's my fault. i get annoyed with people when i'm depressed. i went out with Manda, Mandy, and Lucas last night to a haunted house. i thought it would be fun, but it was not. Manda was drunk and acting like an idiot and Lucas was his over-emotional self. i really don't like him most of the time. All of the time.

So i'm going into hermit mode. i'm done with hanging out with people for a while. i just can't stand it anymore. i don't want to be around cheaters and drunks and assholes anymore. It's now that i wish i was back in Milwaukee, only because then i could hang out with Moses and John more. i miss them.

my mom spent the night crying again. i can't wait to get out of this house. i can't take it anymore. i know being depressed is tough, but, look, i'm living just fine with it. Sort of. i can at least function.

~*maria*~