This is it. i can feel the end of this retarded odyssey coming so i hope and pray this is the last post i make about him.
It was so masterfully done. Claiming he'd like to say yes, giving an excuse that could never be resolved (saying when his life wasn't so hectic we could take it further; life is always hectic, it never slows down). Giving me a type of hope that would slowly fade over time as i realized what he did. It all made me think he was a really nice guy when, in reality, he's the worst one i've ever encountered. The others at least had some kind of heart and told me flat out they didn't want me, even though some led me on for a while first. But i truly believe he never had any intention of taking things further, and he never had any intention of telling me such. i don't want to hate him. But i'm going to. Because it will help me forget about, and even be revolted by, the feelings i once had for him, and i know i will eventually get over the hatred. i'm not letting this happen again.
~*maria*~
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