My dearest Rob,
I still have feelings just as strong as they have been for you. I was trying to get them to stop for the longest time, but then we had that night. That night was wonderful. Trust me when I say I would never talk like that to anyone. But I feel so comfortable around you. I love being able to be myself around you. I don't have to tone anything down or pretend to be something I'm not. If only I had the courage to tell you all this. But I know you don't like talking about it. You never have. It's okay. Even if you did want to talk about it, I would have no clue what to say to you. Nothing has changed. I feel the same way I did in October. God, how i would give anything to have you feel the same way about me. I guess I'm writing this to let you know that I love you. And I want you. More than anything.
Love,
Syd