i've been operating under the assumption that he does like me. i assumed his being really nice and walking me home and cuddling with me all night and the next day and making out with me meant he liked me. But what if it doesn't? What if he turns out to be a jerk just like the rest of them? i'll be so sad. i'm trying to tell myself to take it one step at a time, to not over think things. Trying to tell myself to just watch some Doctor Who, go to sleep, wake up, and see what happens tomorrow night. But my brain is stupid and doesn't work that way. i think and over think things constantly. i hate it. SHUT UP BRAIN! I JUST WANT TO BE CAREFREE AND HAPPY FOR A LITTLE WHILE LONGER! JUST FOR 24 MORE HOURS!
i'm so excited and terrified about tomorrow i don't know if i want to dance or cry.
i'll write more later.
~*maria*~
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~*Just lie to me and say it's going to be all right.*~
I'm sick of seeing you cry and wasting all your time on someone who will never care enough to make you feel loved, to make you feel safe. I would drop my life to take his place.
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