It's been so long i've forgotten how to have a crush on a guy who's actually in the same state, in the same city (!), without going completely insane. It's a fucking amazing feeling. i met him at Rachel's birthday party (thanks Rachel) and he's really nice. i don't know how he feels about me. i hope he likes me. i kinda brought him home Saturday night. And then he spent the entire day Sunday with me. And gave me a huge hug (his hugs are fucking awesome, just fyi) and a kiss when he left. And said we should do this again. i don't know. i'm trying really hard to contain myself but i don't think i can. Shit i don't know what to do. Should i invite him over to watch movies or something? Or suggest we get food? Or should i just wait and see if he asks? i am at a complete loss. i don't know what the protocol is here. i've never been in this situation before! i've been in every other kind of situation with guys, but not one as...normal as this one. But i'm glad it's a normal one for once. Seriously, he lives like a mile away from me. How awesome is that?! Okay, i'm settled. i just needed to let my crazy out somewhere.
~*maria*~
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