Space

Can't you just leave me alone? Can't you get my subtle hints of pretty much ignoring you unless you come up to me? I'm sorry. I know you want to be friends, at least that's what you said but I don't believe anything you say anymore. The thing is you destroyed me worse than anyone has. You and the absolute completely wrong way you dealt with the situation hurt me so much that my entire way of approaching people and events has changed drastically. I just want to finally be done with it. I don't want to see you, talk to you, have to listen to all the stupid things happening in your life. I don't care. But I just can't get away. Every time I turn around, there you are. You even switched into one of my classes so now I have to see you three times a week. Goddamnit. I want to be friends (not for my or your benefit but simply because we have a lot of common friends now and it'll be difficult to hate you and still try to be friends with them) but that will never happen if I can't get some flippin' space.

Ugh. I hate February.