**Warning: Ultra-drunk post ahead. Proceed with caution.**
Watching the man i used to be with up on stage playing the ukulele with the man i have a crush on now almost killed me (i know, i know. i wish i could have some time when i didn't have a crush on a guy. But at some point in the past couple months my brain has suddenly decided to latch onto this one. Fuck me).
So i started downing drinks like there's no tomorrow.
Because that's how i deal with emotional problems because i don't actually want to face my emotions because they're scary and stupid and i shouldn't have the ones i have but i have no clue how to get rid of them.
And now i'm really embarrassed because i got drunk in front of them on a Monday night. Good going sydnie. No wonder you're alone.
~*maria*~
P.S. I told him Kyle has seen me really drunk. Kyle said it was really funny. Yeah, funny because you can use me, lead me on, and then ditch me for some other frumpy girl. Yeah that's so fucking hilarious.
Oh my god I fucking hate February so much.
P.P.S. Oh wait, I get it. It's really funny because I'm always really forward when I'm drunk right? But I'll also never be with the man I want at that moment. Which means, for Kyle, it's so FUCKING HILARIOUS THAT I WILL BE ALONE FOREVER! YAY! You're right. That's so funny! Oh my god. Just flippin' hilarious.
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