Alex & Craig

i love Craig. He's so nice and funny(not to mention hot!). i had an amazing time in Mankato. i kinda want to go back and just hang out with Alex and Craig for a long time. Thursday night, after i arrived, we went to Alex's birthday party. It was full of people i didn't know and at first i was my usual nonsocial self. But then Alex got a couple drinks in me and i was the most social i've ever been. i wasn't nearly as drunk as i could've been, but i was drunk enough that i really didn't care about anything. It was wonderful. i was so happy. The room was spinning, i wanted to go to sleep, and i couldn't walk straight to save my life, but i was so fucking happy. Happier than i've been in a really long time. The next day i wanted to drink again so i could be happy again. i still want to drink. Alcoholic anyone?

It was so nice to get away from this place. Don't even get me started on Milwaukee/MIAD, because i'm going to cry if i think about it.

~*maria*~