Last night i went out with Manda, Alex, and Phil who was only there for a little bit. We started talking about marriage and children and such. i told them all my feelings on marriage. i'm not doing it. i will live with a guy and spend the rest of my life with him, but i'm not marrying him. It screws everything up. And if we ever don't want to be together, we'd have to go through the lengthy and expensive process of divorce.
That's what i told them. Manda understood very well. Phil didn't. What i really wanted to add in there is this: With my track record with guys, it's a good idea for me not to get married because it's not like i'm going to be with any one guy for very long. But i couldn't. i didn't want to have that awkward silence because of Phil. i regret ever dating him. What the hell was wrong with me?!
~*maria*~
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