He called while i was playing Maps. He explained. He says he doesn't want to date right now. Of course i take it as he doesn't want to date *me* right now. Even if he had proof that isn't how he meant it, i'd take it that way anyway. Because i hate myself that much.
My mother called immediately after. She said maybe i could win him over with time. It won't happen, but i said maybe anyway. She thinks there's a guy out there for me. i'm not so sure.
Phil was right, so long ago. People can't make you happy. i've only got myself to rely on. Shit.
~*maria*~
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