Monday, October 10, 2011

All This Bitterness Is Starting To Grow Cold

i really really really don't want to do this again. i should just stop now. i'll just stop hanging out with him. It'll save me a lot of heartbreak down the road. Because i've been through this multiple times. i know what's going to happen. Eventually he'll find a better girl or he'll just cut all ties. That's what happens every time. If a guy isn't ready to date you right away, he never will be. So why waste my time. Why go through these nights of feeling like shit? i should just quit while i'm ahead. Yeah. Maybe someday i'll find a guy who actually likes me. i doubt it, but i can dream.

~*maria*~

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