Friday, October 7, 2011

Hey, Hey, Hey, We're All Gonna Die Someday

Maybe i'm just having a bad day. But don't i deserve some kind of happiness in the guy department. i mean i know everyone has had their bad breakups and stuff, but look at my history. i think it's kind of rough compared to other people's.

Tom - led me on, chose his current wife over me; still tries to fuck me
Phil - dated me on and off and the final time he broke up with me said, "I never really liked you, I just didn't like to see you cry"
Luca - led me on, said he didn't want to date me because he was still hung up on his ex
Mark - the only kind one in the group; flat out said he didn't want to date me
Joe - we never really liked each other; the only guy i broke it off with
--WoW guys--
Drak - really liked me but eventually just stopped talking
Rob - led me on, said he liked me, said he had too much stuff going on in his life
Javi - just wanted to fuck me
Rezi - he was just lonely, completely cut ties with me in the course of a weekend

Why couldn't Kyle have just been a normal guy? One who actually liked the idea of dating me. One who said, hey we like each other, let's date. i was so excited when i thought this was actually going to be a normal relationship. But of course not! That's not how my life works. And i fucking hate it.

~*maria*~

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